I miss the me I was when you were here

Still search

Hey

Hey little one...it's been a while since I wrote you.  It's not that I'm not thinking of you because not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind.  The holidays are here and everything is getting damn hard and painful again.  I so miss you...your laugh...your smile...your voice...everything.

Thanksgiving was hard.  I didn't think it would hit me so hard but it did.  I predict Christmas will be even worse.

In other news, we have a Oompa Loompa as our president-elect.  Yes, Trump won.  Still cannot believe it.  You would be livid.  I just don't know what the man can do that is positive for our country.  He already appears to bigoted and hateful.  While I hate that you aren't here, I couldn't imagine your free, sassy, spirit thriving under his rule.  I hope I'm overreacting and know that only time will tell.

I'm going to write more.  Hell, if I wrote about you each time I thought about you, this blog would have so many entries.  I love you, Kyah.  To the moon and back.

Gathering the Sun

Rock band

Pinball wizard played at lunch. Totally remembered the good times we had playing that damn game. 

Election

It's election night and it's too close. I voted for Hillary. If Trump wins, *shudder* I just can't even. It's terrifying. 

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